Okay. . .so you found my little spot on the web. That makes you a freako. Don't fret; you are in good company. I am too. I'll give you a little history on what makes me *ME* and maybe you can drop me a line and share your freako story in what makes you. . .a freako. Grab a cuppa, get comfy, and read on for enlightenment.

I was born in Tachikawa, Japan October 21 sometime close to midnight. I know this question comes up a lot so let me tell you now so that you don't feel the urge to write and ask me. I'm half Black and half Japanese. I left Japan for good in 1992 and have been here since. I'd say that I had a pretty normal childhood so my sadistic side isn't the result from some type of trauma. My parents tell me that I've always been mean and bossy. They were quite surprised that I even had friends. I'll admit that I'm a bit aggressive and assertive but not to the point that it puts most people off.

One of the questions that I get asked often is: "When did you realize that you were a fetishist?" I don't know that I can accurately answer that one but I have a few anecdotes to roughly illustrate my kinky development. One of my favorite games as a kid was "War." There were two sides pitted against each other to see who could annihilate whom. I was always the only girl playing and I was *always* the general. The appeal to me was: 1) all the little boys listened to and obeyed me. 2) I controlled all the weapons, the food rations, and all the troop movements. 3) I got to "punish" and "torture" prisoners. 4) I got to tie the prisoners up. . .BONDAGE BONDAGE BONDAGE!

Another very influential event for me was actually *seeing* hardcore BDSM images being portrayed on television at a young age. There was a man that murdered his wife in order to be with a dominatrix and it made for a sensational story in the Japanese media. They showed an endless stream of images of Dominatrices, sub males, and fetishists. All I knew at that time was: the media wanted all of us to believe that they were all bad people, but all I wanted to know what "How can *I* be a part of this underground scene?" It would be a long, long time before I'd be able to take any part in it. . .but I'd get flashbacks of those powerful images from time to time growing up.

High school was also a big wake up call. It really amazed me how the boys would do practically *anything* for the chance to be useful to a girl. One defining moment was when I called a boy that was practically a stranger to me to come pick me up and take me home because my car broke down. . .it was almost midnight. He said yes without hesitation and came and got me. I don't know what really possessed me to call him up and ask him that out of the blue. But it made me realize that what I wanted was out there. . .just waiting for me to take.

Here is a quick run down of my kinks:

 

 

First of all, I'd like to warn you that some of my interests go outside of what is considered the "norm" and "acceptable" even within the fetish scene. That being said, here is a list (and it isn't all inclusive) of things that I enjoy.

 

 

 

Rubber/Latex: I enjoy the sight, the feel, the smell, the sound, and hell. . .even the taste sometimes. I generally don't dig women, but how can you *not* admire the female form clad in tight, shiny latex? Nothing hugs and encloses you like rubber. . .enveloping your every nook and cranny. The smell turns me on. . .and so does the sound. . you can hear it "snap" as you move. Is it just me or does it make sex and play a bit more exciting?

Puppy/Pony Play: Nothing like a cute cuddly pet! I love being able to treat my boys like the animals that they are. Ride you, make you fetch, feed you and walk you. Wouldn't you like to be Princess' pooch or pony?

Sensory Depravation: Just another tool in my arsenal to keep you weak, defenseless, and helpless. What should I do to you while you are in this condition?

Tease and Denial: This one comes pretty naturally to me (as can be attested by all the men fetish or vanilla I've been with.) It really gets my juices flowing to turn a man on and let him get to the "edge". . . .then stop. How well behaved they become. . .and when I finally let them release. . .FIREWORKS!

Foot Worship: In order, my primary sexual organs are: Brain, clit, and. . . .feet. Lick them, kiss them, massage them. The more enthusiastic you are. . .. the more turned on *I* am.

Chastity/Key holding: Goes hand in hand with tease and denial. Some boys like to cheat. A steel chastity belt makes that option less likely. Not to mention the fact that a silver key looks good hanging from my necklace.

Breath Play/Choking: This is definitely not for the faint of heart, but I have a real soft spot for someone that lets me put their life into my hands. . . literally and figuratively.

Feminization/Sissification: Most of the sissies and cross dressers do a very bad job of it on their own. The recreations of women that they portray are absolute HORRID caricatures of us in general. I love to help them out and make their endeavors less offensive to the gentler sex. Let's face it. . . most of you need a LOT of help and a guiding hand.

Age Play: Who's your mommy? Have you been a naughty, naughty boy?

Watersports/Golden/Toilet Training: Intimate. Taboo. Humiliating. Degrading. LOVE it.

Attending Events: I absolutely live for these! Lotsa eye candy. . .fellowshipping with other kinksters. . .what is not to love? Not to mention the fact that I get to dress up and get looked at. It's more fun to do with other people that you know around. Join me?

Enemas: Two quarts for you . When the begging becomes intense and the tears start welling up in the eyes. . .I might consider letting you release.

Strap on Play: What do I get out of it? The feeling of *knowing* I'm on "top." It's a whole lotta fun turning mighty men into bitches.

Bondage: Rendering victims helpless and immobile appeals to my sadistic side. . .so naturally, I'm quite fond of bondage.

Boots/Heels: I love to wear them. I love to have them worshipped while they are n my feet. I love collecting them.

Medical Play: I'm a twisted nurse. What can I do to your dangly bits? You nipples look as if they need manipulation. A medical procedure for your ass is in order.

Electro Play: I've got a TENs unit with a few attachment. . .the cock bands being my favorite. I can effortlessly do some serious "damage" with the electric fly swatter.

Smoking: ~puff puff~ In your face.

Gasmasks/Hoods: Goes hand in had with my rubber fetish and breath play. Not only that. . . .but I think they are *super* sexy.

Corsetry: The tighter the better.

Gerontophilia: Older man? I sometimes have a *thing* for older men. . .okay. . .OLD men. Dirty old men.